This is the time of a teen's life where you question, "Man I kinda wish I can do over the things I've done or I wish I did more!" At the start of senior year, I was thinking, "Man this is gonna be an easy year." Boy was I wrong. I'm growing up to an adult (or at least that's where my age suggests) and all the things I'm doing is all in one place at one time. Being an AP, college bound, scholarship searching/applying, blogging, peacemaking, AVID presidential, clubbie, bboy wannabe, medicine-interested, overwhelmed student is............ And sometimes I lose sight of my goals with all the things going on. I have to risk study time for one subject to study for another. That's just the start of it all, but the one thing I'm acknowledging is not everything works out how I vision it.
P.S. I hate doing all-nighters.
I did learn a lot about growing up. I didn't realize this before, but I have to face the harsh world ahead of me. Assertive, demanding, bossy (at times), risking, learning and accepting mistakes are things for a person or more specifically a student who doesn't want to mess up more than usual when entering adulthood. The world is cruel and the history I live in is decisive with a click of a button from a mouse or keyboard. The previous breaks I've had before were all used in good use of being a kid and I cherished the moments gratefully. Now the breaks I have in future are going to take convincing and non-slacked off experiences.
#2015ComeAtMeBro
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